SOOOOO guess what? My brother went all out cuz he just got the last check for selling his business at the start of December, so for Christmas, he got all his family like, major gifts. He got our tiny family, for instance, a PS5 and 3 games and a year sub to the PlayStation subscription. But he also got me like, super trans supportive gifts, like, my wallet is 20 years old, so he got me a fancy leather one, and then he got me a ball cap and t shirt of my fave book series for guys, plus some arm weights!
But the best present, he got me a piece of art made in France custom for me, of how he thought of me, and it is me, as a Cloud Strife, carrying a massive sword, with my back out like I am carrying a burden I am shedding, and he wrote me this really touching letter to go with it, about how Cloud felt so ashamed for trying to be a SOLDIER, but that he ended up the hero who saved the world and he wasn't wrong to believe himself what he was, but he also never would have gotten past the guilt without accepting himself and supportive people who loved him, and being so brave and not giving up. He wrote that I inspire him and he is so proud of me and to know me and that having me for his big brother is a dream come true and how brave he thinks I am, and how wrong everyone else was about me and how right I was the whole time to pursue me, and how he is grateful I am a male role model for his sons and stuff. Like I cried. And then I re read it and cried again.
I don't usually write personal things here, or most anywhere, but I couldn't help but post how awesome he is, and how good and touched he made me feel in my heart.
I just wanted to say how happy I am, and grateful for such a supportive brother, cuz none of my other brothers support me. I was completely blown away by all the support and love and he cried too when I was reading it and told me how invested he was in my transition and how glad he was that I was transitioning and pursing my happiness, no matter what the rest of most of my family thinks, cuz I was disowned by almost all of them.
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