Lyl is responding to the unpleasant things in her life in much the same manner as I do. Running. Running to distractions, to books, to hide, to something she is actually capable of to help her forget what she cannot.
Good may be happening for people, and she might be helping everyone with what she is doing, but she is miserable herself, unable to find help for herself.
She is trying to focus on others, but her thoughts turn inward against her bidding, and the bitterness grows.
My book, my copywrite :)
